no one really ever visits this blog. not like i am writing for an audience, but its sheer lack can be quite amusing at times. ah well, such is life. my office walls are still very very bare, but i have seemingly lost the initiative to impose changes. i dont like changes i think. of any kind. so i shal let it be. maybe this is a bit like a duel wit myslef. how long can i hold out here. silly question. obviously only as long as i must. what a depressing little thought. i have to stop myself from going through other people's albums on orkut. quite the voyeur you see. but no, it is time i consciously try and put an end to it. else i will continue using that as an excuse to get upset or feel depressed. how ridiculous! as if i need more reasons. as i am amply demonstrating, i can be quite funny if i so choose.