you reach a point when nothing you write makes any sense any more. what is the best way to return to that phase of writing something meaningful? something that truly makes you feel good. makes you feel that you have a few of those grey cells still functioning. taking a break? i have taken many. too many. i think that is why right now i'm facing this block. well as things stand, even now iam producing a precious load of horseshit. i need to do something. and do it fast. i just don't know what to do. change of venue? where to? the only other place which is of any real consequence is my room. and i know only too well that that is not going to help. i know because i have tried. so this place is it? too much noise today. i need a break. i need to go home. im not writing anything useful anymore because i want to go home. and it's just not working out. too many things falling to pieces all at once. i don't know what to do anymore. i know i will finish this. i know that. simply because i have no alternative. but that feeling really does not help.