i long for those simpler days when life revolved around uncomplicated decisions. no growing up, no adulthood. nothing. i guess it is of no use asking for such times because from what i know of myself, i would still have been asking for the good old times back then. although, i think i can say with some certainty that there was a period in my life when i was more or less satisfied. clothes, boys, friends, JU...what more could a girl ask for? well, those days are gone, and gone with them are the few certainties of life. when it comes down to a daily battle of "where the fuck am i going to end up?" one can rest assured that life is fucked. totally. completely. screwed. and the sad thing, as i discovered a few weeks back, is that you cannot go back where you left off. things seems pointless and small and boring. no going back.